~fairyPrincess~

ok….here there are…presenting my new year resolution….

1. no more evening nap (susah skit nih kalo da penin kapla gue)

2. wake up early (pun sama gak)

3. go 2 class early (insya allah bole!)

4. finish all my assignments on time (wei,da final sem…tlg la insaf!) hehehe

5. not romantically involve in any relationship (temporarily…muhahaha!) serik wei..abis kantoi exam result aku

6. berjimat cermat (amalan kita!)

7. MOST IMPORTANTLY….berhijrah 2 b a better person..yeyer!

attention 2 all my frens and family members out there!! i wish that all of u will support me in every way so that i can make all my resolution come true…onegaishimasu!

p/s: this entry will b edited from time 2 time… :>

yesterday i received the most shocking news in my entire life….i was sooo definitely surprised, sad, angry (well, a bit laa. plz don’t blame me). a fews ago somehow i confessed that i still have feeling for him eventhough we broke up 3 years ago…so did he..but the shocking truth that i learnt about him makes me realized that there’s no point of pursuing this…i’m soo sorry..n mayb in the future we couldn’t even b frens like we used to b after we broke up! this is so devastated to me..but as what people say…life must goes on…even without him…must b brave!..must b strong! (elele…entah pape la aku nih!)

this song below is another one of my favorite songs…i like the music arrangement..it’s like listening to an orchestra…what makes me really, really like this song is the lyric..somehow it matches with my situation right now.i’m sure u guys are familiar with kiroro…she is famous with her songs such as  mirae n best fren..

sayonara daisukina hito by kiroro

sayonara daisukina hito 2x

mada daisukina hito

kuyashi wo tottemo

kanashi wo tottemo

mou kaette konai

soredemo watashi no daisukina hito

nanimo kamo wasurerarenai

nanimo kamo sutekirenai

konna jibun ga mijimete yowakute kawaiso de daikirai

sayonara daisukina hito 2x

zutto daisukina hito

nakaiyo ima wa

nakaide ima wa

kokoro hanarete yuku

soredemo watashino daisukina hito

saigo dato ii kikasete

saigo made ii kikasete

namida wo tomare saigo ni egao wo oboete oku tame

sayonara daisukina hito

zutto daisukina hito

which roughly translates like this.. (thanks 2 my translator, my dear cousin malek. what would i do without u dear!)

bye bye org yg plg saya suka 2x

sekarang pun masih suka…

sedih2 pun, tak bole patah balik…

begitu juga, mengenai org yg plg saya suka

everything pun tak bole lupa

everything pun tak dpt "dibuang" (kenangan?)

diri yg camni membuatkan diri jadi lemah, tak sukanya (diri yg lemah tu)

bye bye2 org yg saya plg suka 2x

selamanya,…org yg plg saya suka

selama lama nya org yg plg saya suka

sekarang, jangan nangis

hati sedang menjauh

begitu juga org yg plg saya suka (sedang menjauh)

sampai saat terakhir pun, tolong la kata..

berhenti la airmatamu, senyum la, sebagai kenangan

bye bye org yg plg saya suka

selamanye org yg plg saya suka

selama lamanya org yg plg saya suka

i dedicate this song to u coz as u once said that this is our theme…it currently reflects our situation right now..

sayonara daisukina hito!

last thursday i went 2 watch king kong with my 2 lil brothers n my gurlfren,liana. mulanya nak tgk narnia but since liana dah tgk we decided 2 watch king kong je laa..cam reluctant je mula2 tp tgk je laa..ingatkan x best but it was ok…i kindda like it! as i watched it cam teringat-ingat skit arr original movie die…but not all arr..yg klakarnya me n liana tgk penuh perasaan.siap pegang2 tgn (mase scene natives tuh,takut konon!),gelak2 although that wasn’t funny e.g. kong fought with the dinosaurs to save miss darrow (hehehe),terjerit skali-skale,kutuk-mengutuk..etc. but overall, us foursome had goodtime together.

i came across with an article from the star…x barape ingat sgt  content die…it mentioned that this movie got the highest rating compared to narnia n harry potter n LOTR here in malaysia but vice versa in USA and UK. the author said mayb because most malaysian doesn’t really like to read so they don’t really familiar with those three movies..well..mayb it’s true..plus we r familar with king kong coz it’s a remake from the 1930’s original movie..it’s an action movie so x yah la pk teruk2 sgt nak paham citernyer…but i’m so touched with the emotional relationship between miss darrow n kong (their facial expressions n gestures say it all)…

i like carl denham’s line…"it’s not the bullet that kills the beast but the beauty". it’s shows that even that most monstrous creature in the entire universe has a soft spot in its heart n don’t jugde people from their physical appearance…a few lessons that i learnt on that day!

this song is now becoming more n more popular now. i think u guys may heard of this song before…i like it sooo much coz somehow it related to me especially the last lines that i highlighted below..it explains the feeling that i have rite now…somebody help me!!

You’re Beautiful-James Blunt

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I’m sure.

She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won’t lose no sleep on that,
‘Cause I’ve got a plan.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause I’ll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
F*cking high,
And I don’t think that I’ll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause I’ll never be with you.
You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it’s time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

p/s what do u guys think?